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My Ballads

by Barry Kingsbeer

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Reflection 03:03
VS 1 LOOKING IN THE GLASS DARKLY LOOKING BACK THERE’S A VAGUE REFLECTION STARING AT ME WHO CAN IT BE? I WONDER CAN HE SEE ME? VS 2 DOES HE KNOW THAT I’M HERE LOOKING IN HIS EYE? DOES HE CARE WHO I AM OR WHAT I’VE DONE? DOES HE LIVE IN BETWEEN THE SILVER AND THE GLASS? DOES HE KNOW ME FOR WHAT I AM? M8 THERE WERE TIMES IN MY LIFE I MIGHT HAVE CHANGED PUTTING RIGHT ALL THE HURT THAT I’VE DONE THERE’S NO TIME ANYMORE TO RE-ARRANGE NO GOING BACK TO WHERE I’D BEGUN SOLO VS 3 DOES HE KNOW WHO I AM? IM JUST A MAN ALONE AND FRAIL NO CERTAINTY TRYING TO FIND SOME PEACE OF MIND WHY CAN’T I JUST LET IT BE? VS4 LIFE IS A GAME WITH NO-ONE ELSE TO BLAME NO-ONE TO TAKE A LEAD AND THEN YOU FIND YOUR LIFE IS OUT OF TIME JUST LIE DOWN AND LET IT BLEED
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VS1 THERE’S A MIST ABOVE THE WATER AND A HALO ROUND THE MOON I KNOW THAT I AM LOSING YOU AND YOU’LL BE LEAVING SOON I LIE AWAKE AND WATCH YOU SLEEP I LISTEN TO YOU BREATHE THERE’S NOTHNG I CAN DO TO KEEP MY HEART UPON YOUR SLEEVE AND SOON YOU’LL BLOW AWAY GONE WITH THE WIND VS 2 WE WERE GOOD TOGETHER BUT ALL THIS STORMY WEATHER IS TOO HARD TO BEAT I ADMIT DEFEAT I TRY TO SPEAK BUT YOU DON’T HEAR I WATCH YOU WHILE YOU DREAM CAN’T SEEM TO MAKE YOU HEAR MY SILENT SCREAM AND SOON YOU’LL FLY AWAY GONE WITH THE WIND BRIDGE THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER YOU FORGET SO EASILY A BIT OF STORMY WEATHER AND NOW YOU’RE LEAVING ME SOLO as vs VS3 THERE’S A MIST ABOVE THE WATER AND A HALO ROUND THE MOON I KNOW THAT I AM LOSING YOU AND YOU’LL BE LEAVING SOON I LIE AWAKE AND WATCH YOU SLEEP I LISTEN TO YOU BREATHE THERE’S NOTHNG I CAN DO TO KEEP MY HEART UPON YOUR SLEEVE AND SOON YOU’LL BLOW AWAY GONE WITH THE WIND GONE WITH THE WIND GONE WITH THE WIND GONE WITH THE WIND GONE WITH THE WIND © Barry Kingsbeer May 2017
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THEY SAILED THE SOUTHERN SEAS BEFORE THE MAST ROUNDED THE HORN IN TIMES LONG PAST HARDSHIP AND HUNGER DANGER AND PAIN CUTLASS AND MUSKET ON THE SPANISH MAIN FLY TO TORTUGA ON A SOUTHERLY REACH CAREENING THE SHIP ON A LEE SHORE BEACH AND THE GALLEONS CAME SO THE HUNTERS WERE HUNTED HAWKS BECAME PREY FLYING LIKE SPINDRIFT OVER THE WAVES ALWAYS LOOKING BEHIND THEM ONE EYE IN THE GLASS KEEPING A LOOKOUT WHILE RUNNING FAST PRAY FOR THE TRADES HOLDING STATION ON THE WIND LOOK FOR SALVATION IN A STORM AND THE MEN O’ WAR CAME ROYAL RETRIBUTION CANNON LOADED WITH GRAPE DEALING OUT VENGEANCE FOR KIDNAP AND RAPE SO WHAT PRICE YOUR TREASURE WHAT VALUE YOUR GOLD? THEY HAD YOUR MEASURE FOR A GRAVE DEEP AND COLD NOW WHERE IS YOUR TREASURE WHERE IS YOUR GOLD? WITH YOU AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA DEEP AND COLD
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Crocodiles 03:25
WITH A SMILE FOR A KEY SHE OPENS UP THE DOOR TO MY HEART AND MY SOUL AND I DON’T OWN THEM ANYMORE WITH A TEDDY BEAR IN HER LITTLE HAND AND A TWINKLE IN HER EYE SHE SCATTERS MOONBEAMS AND STARLIGHT AND SUNSHINE IN MY SKY IN HER BEDROOM LYING ON HER BED WITH OUR FEET CLEAR OF THE FLOOR WE KEEP A LOOKOUT FOR THE CROCODILES THAT COME SWIMMING THROUGH THE DOOR I’M A MONSTER OR A CUSTOMER A PIRATE OR A CROCODILE IN HER WORLD I CAN BE ANYTHING JUST AS LONG AS I MAKE HER SMILE AND I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING FOR ONE LITTLE GLANCE THE TOUCH OF HER HAND IN MINE AS SHE ASKS ME TO DANCE HER HANDS ROUND MY NECK IN A FEARSOME EMBRACE THE SCENT OF HER GOLDEN HAIR AS IT BRUSHES MY FACE SO MUCH WONDER AT EVERYTHING SHE SEES FROM THE GREATEST TO THE SMALL FROM A CASTLE TO A BUMBLEBEE SHE NEEDS TO KNOW THEM ALL SO i’M POSSESSED I AM A PRISONER I WILL NEVER BE SET FREE BUT ONE SMILE JUST ONE ILOVE YOU I’M CONTENT AS I WILL EVER BE
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VS1 I’VE TRIED FORGETTING YOU – BUT IT’S JUST TO HARD FOR ME TO DO AND I’VE TRIED TO BREAK AWAY BUT THE FURTHER I RUN THE NEARER I STAY THEY SAY I’LL FIND SOMEONE NEW – TROUBLE IS SHE ISN’T YOU THEY TELL ME PLENTY MORE FISH IN THE SEA – BUT WHEREVER THEY ARE I DON’T WANNA BE CHORUS YOU KNOW THAT I’VE SEARCHED SO LONG AND HARD I JUST DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU LEFT MY BROKEN HEART SOLO BRIDGE YOUR LOVE’S PLANTED IN MY MEMORY - HERE FOR YEARS AND YEARS GUESS THAT’S THE WAY IT’S GOTTA BE - WATERED WITH MY TEARS VS2 SHORT I DON’T KNOW WHY YOUR LOVE HAS DIED BUT YOUR MEMORY’S STILL HERE INSIDE I’LL KEEP IT SAFE ALONG THE TRACK- JUST IN CASE YOU EVER COME BACK CHORUS YOU KNOW THAT IT’S BEEN SO VERY LONG AND THE PAIN INSIDE IS JUST TOO STRONG CHORUS AND YOU KNOW THAT I’VE SEARCHED SO VERY HARD BUT I DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU LEFT MY BROKEN HEART MMM I DON’T KNOW HOW TO FIND MY BROKEN HEART NO I DON’T KNOW WHERE YOU LEFT MY BROKEN HEART
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I was Wrong 04:39
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WATCHING THE WATER FLOW DRIFTING DOWN THE RIVER WATCHING THE WATER FLOW REMINDS ME OF THE YEARS THAT I’VE SEEN COME AND GO THE DAYS THEY PASSED SLOWLY BY NOW IT’S LATE AND DON’T THEY FLY GUESS THAT MEANS I’M GETTING OLD WELL I'VE HAD MY SPRING SUMMER AND FALL NOW IT'S TIME FOR WINTER TO CALL I’VE NO REGRETS I’VE LIVED THEM ALL THE WORLD BELONGS TO THE YOUNG WE GROW WEAK YOU GROW STRONG SO NOW IT’S TIME TO STEP ASIDE JUST CARRY ON FOR THE RIDE I’VE WATCHED YOU GROW FROW FROM A LITTLE CHILD RUNNING FREE NOT RUNNING WILD THIS IS YOUR TIME AND NOW I STAND ASIDE BUT AS YOU RUSH FORWARD INTO YOUR LIFE DON’T LOSE SIGHT OF WHAT IS RIGHT LIVE FOR THE DAY AND NEVER FEAR THE NIGHT THE WORLD BELONGS TO THE YOUNG WE GROW WEAK YOU GROW STRONG AND NOW IT’S TIME TO STEP ASIDE JUST CARRY ON FOR THE RIDE SO I DRIFT ON DOWN THE RIVER WATCHING THE WATER FLOW THINK ABOUT THE YEARS THAT I’VE SEEN COME AND GO
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VS 1 YOU KEPT ME HANGING ON TO THE DREAM THAT WOULDN’T DIE YOU WERE NEVER GONNA LEAVE HIM BUT I BELIEVED YOUR SWEET LIES YOU USED ME LIKE A FOOL JUST KEPT ME HANGING ON SAID YOU COULDN’T LIVE WITHOUT ME AND SOON HE’D BE GONE BRIDGE I REMEMBER THOSE EMPTY NIGHTS SITTING ALL ALONE KNOWING THAT IT WASN’T RIGHT TO WANT SOMEONE WHO’S NOT MY OWN VS 2 COULDN’T HELP MYSELF TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY SEEMS YOU WANTED BOTH OF US AND ALL THE GAMES YOU PLAYED UNDERNEATH YOUR SPELL ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOUR CALL WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING IF IT EVER RANG AT ALL SOLO BRIDGE I REMEMBER ALL THOSE LONELY TIMES TAKING CRUMBS FROM YOUR HAND TO BREAK A HEART IS SUCH A CRIME I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND VS 3 NOTHING’S LEFT FROM NOTHING JUST AN EMPTY SHELL NOTHING TO BE PROUD OF THAT I WOULD WANT TO TELL BUT NOW I’M FREE OF YOU I CAN SEE THROUGH YOUR DISGUISE THIS LONELINESS THE PRICE I PAY FOR BELIEVING YOUR SWEET LIES BRIDGE I REMEMBER ALL THOSE LONELY DAYS I SAW YOU WITH HIM EVERYWHERE ALL THE LOVE I’VE THROWN AWAY JUST TO FIND YOU NEVER CARED VS 4 FOR SO LONG I BELIEVED YOU AND YOUR PERFECT ALIBIS THIS LONELINESS THE PRICE I PAY FOR ALL YOUR SWEET LIES SWEET SWEET LIES HOW A FOOL CRIES JUST TO FIND ALL SWEET LIES
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WHENEVER I SEE YOU THERE’S ALWAYS SOMEONE AROUND WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME DO THEY KNOW WHAT’S GOING DOWN? DO THEY SEE ME LOVING YOU FROM AFAR? THE MORNING SUN AND THE EVENING STAR SO FAR AWAY LIKE THE NIGHT FROM THE DAY, SO FAR APART YOU AND MY HEART HERE I’M STANDING BEFORE YOU AND I J UST ADORE YOU BUT YOU ONLY SEE ME AS A FRIEND I’M FALLING APART, AN ARROW THROUGH MY HEART IT KILLS ME AGAIN AND AGAIN I’VE GOT TO FIND A WAY TO SAY THE WORDS I NEED TO SAY THE WORDS I NEED YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU SO SOLO WHENEVER YOU’RE NEAR ME MY STUPID TONGUE GETS TIED YOU HARDLY SEE ME AND I DIE INSIDE I’M A FULL GROWN MAN HAD MY SHARE OF RUNNING WILD BUT WHEN YOU’RE NEAR TO ME I’M JUST A BABBLING CHILD I WEAR THIS HEARTACHE RIGHT HERE ON MY SLEEVE BUT I CAN’T FIND THE COURAGE TO SAY WHAT I BELIEVE HOW CAN THIS BE IT’S SO ABSURD? I CAN’T FIND A WAY TO SAY A FEW LITTLE WORDS SO FAR AWAY LIKE THE NIGHT FROM THE DAY SO FAR APART YOU AND MY HEART SO FAR AWAY SO MUCH TO SAY SO HARD TO DO TO SAY I LOVE YOU

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My own original songs, some with instrumental help from talented guitarist friends.

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released December 6, 2018

All instuments and vocals by me except where extra guitar parts are shown. EZDrummer 2 and EZKeys programming by me.

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Barry Kingsbeer Stratford Upon Avon, UK

I've played bass and sung since I was 13. Pro back in the sixties for a while doing the beat group thing through to some spectacularly unsuccessful recordings. Over the years I've been lucky to have worked with some great players. I started writing songs in the 70s but not seriously until a few years ago. I write to please myself but if anyone likes anything that they hear here - that's a bonus. ... more

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